Knowing you're a fuck-up who doesn't have your shit together is one thing, but hearing it from someone you love so deeply hurts more than anything.
I get so afraid that I'll stop being loved or that we'll stop loving each other. How do people even stay in love anyway? I feel like I should know after three years, but I'm still unsure. I hope everyday that we're not still together simply out of convenience. I know I love you and have never stopped loving you, but how do I know if you're on the same wavelength? I have a feeling you are, but I wonder sometimes.